Undertoe

by Sam Ladner - Sagittarius

Undertoe
I listened closely
when you warned me sagely
of the undertoe - finger wagging
I imagined a man or a beast, slipping under the waves
with hands big enough to grab my six year-old toes
and drag me back out
to the aqua sea

My eyes narrowed
as I looked 
at the sunbleached beach.
I knew that ocean, with its suspicious white sand
and salted bath water
was too affable
too clean
to be trusted

It wasn't like our
cantankerous ocean
that rose to end your game
as you played soccer on the sand bar
with the other summer-softened men

the boys came up shivering when they dove
for our camp frying pan
mom had dropped from the bow
into water too dark to find treasure.

I swam over my head
and felt the salt sting my eyes
for the first time
in water too cold to wash dishes

And your curses at the outboard motor
bounced off unsympathetic waves
into my ears
as we drifted
as a family
in Desolation Sound

It was that kind ocean
with its waves and its man or its beast
that rose up one balmy
Hawaiian
February
Night
And took hold of your toes
and cured your burning lungs
with its brine so soft and so
warm
you didn't even know
you weren't breathing.
Birth sign: Sagittarius
Date created: 1999-07-18 21:35:55
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:15
Poem ID: 52926

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