On days like this I just want to cry. And I often repeat the word why. Why did they change so much? What caused us not to keep in touch? I just get so angry, so upset. Sometimes I wish we never would have met. I know that is a very harsh thing to say. But I just don't understand what made them this way. Why are you being like this, is there anything I could have done? I just don't understand, I am so confused, I just want to run. But where can I run, there's no where to go. There's nobody who is going to know. All that I go through, what runs through my mind. Why are the answers so hard to find? These days used to be very rare, but now they happen so often. And sometimes I wish I was in coffin. Just to stop all the pain. But that leaves me with the feeling of being insane. What makes me think its not all my fault? Then all of my thoughts come to a hault. You see, of all of the things I want, of all of the wishes I want to come true. I wish they would all be the people, the friends, I once knew.
Reason for writing:
Adolescence. We all know that with growing up, change occurs. But sometimes, its too much.
Birth sign: Scorpio
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