A pOeM oN pArTs Of My LiFe

by Ainsley of Regina, Sask, Canada. - Cancer

You see me walking around,
No expression at all,
my eyes on the ground, 
i try not to bawl.

You call me names,
You say cruel things,
You exclude me from games,
You think your queens and kings.

I go home to my room,
It all comes out,
I think i will never find MY groom,
I cry until i forget what it's all about.

You make my life a living hell,
You make my life unbarable,
I feel like i am trapped in a jail cell,
It all feels so unbelievable.

Reason for writing:

    This poem is somewhat true. Most of it is. I hate it. I 
sometimes think about suicide. But then I think about how
i might never get another life and I discard all feelings 
about death. You can email me about this poem if you want 
to.    

Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 1999-07-28 17:31:06
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:17
Poem ID: 53012

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