Just Like You

by PainStaking - Aquarius


blood on my hands
the black sun rises into my
golden world.
and I see the horizon
that I have built
but i do not see him.
scratch marks on my
face.
no place to go but this cage that
you have built. make me crawl
but i will suceed. maybe
you
do not think so.
maybe he doesn't think so.
but you will love me
of this i know
not because this fairy tale
tells me so.
mirrors create mirages in the corners.
but not the mirage i am supposed
to see. wings
i do not feel them
i do not hear them 
like you see them. 
i hear hate remarks on the radio.
may you die a painful death and burn in hell
they say
and they are just like you.
just
like
you.

Reason for writing:

    
I do not believe in God or any characters in the bible and i find it hard to tell my catholic family.    

Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 1999-07-28 23:39:02
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:17
Poem ID: 53017

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