Through the darkness I see within, the pain and pleasure of even sin. Sins of gold, sins in crimsion blood. Blood, my blood. cold as ice running through my veins. Through the darkness I see without a soul so wicked and full of doubt. Doubt this soul could ever love again. My mind is turning, so out of control, my heart is screaming to just let go. The darkness outside is comforting, it reflects how I feel inside,so bleak so dark. Can emotions so deep be left behind? Into the darkness Im looking for answers I fear to never find. The cost I payed for the false love and evil lust, my broken heart,my soul,and my trust. Where did I ever go wrong? Where did I mess up? Through the darkness there is nothing more than broken pieces of heart scattered about my feet on the wooden floor. Pain and pleasure from deep within, the darkness surrounds me. I fear the darkness, I fear the evilness it gives. Things lurk in the dark. Heartbreakers and soultakers. Evil things inhabit the darkness They capture their vitiams and really take hold. The blood in my veins are ice cold. Cold from the thought of love, cold from the feelin. Pain and pleaseure form my evil sin, A heart afraid to love and be given away is my price to pay. The darkness surrounds me.
Reason for writing:
This was written on just one of those days where you are not quite in love but not full of hate... One where you just don't know where you stand...
10-16-98(origial date written)
Birth sign: Scorpio
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