May 29, 1999

by chiquita3946 - Libra

your cool fingertip destroys this hollow being
and you trim my veins with streaming blood
sweet and toxic.
intoxicating.

i fear your sterile affection, 
fear your misted stare, directed
over the shoulder your lips brush,
fear the touch i
misunderstand, while
my heart pulses, as if
to pray
that your insistence might be Truth.

this is Not Who I Am
or have you revealed
the verity i have sought
to enshroud?
as one kiss will crush
and unravel my mind
i slip from sanity
to linger in the grip that renders me
beautiful.

yet weak, somehow.

Reason for writing:

    i was afraid of what i was getting myself into, but loving that which accompanied the fear.  the insecurity got the better of me, though, and destroyed everything. but not for always. i hope.    

Birth sign: Libra
Date created: 1999-09-21 14:52:40
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:23
Poem ID: 53369

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