satanic eyes

by u Kno me - Aquarius


black, empty, satanic eyes. I saw through them
every day.
limp, lifeless bodily movements. that hard
rocking sway.
the arguments you started with your booming
voice.
i just couldnt take it. you left me with
no choice
so i did it. I did what i had to do.
i never wanted this. but i didnt want you.
every day was fake happiness and i was always
brushed aside.
afraid of abandonment. so i was always trying to 
hide.
thought one of these days you'd get caught
or run out of money. maybe get shot.
but i didnt think i'd be 
the one.
to rain on your parade.
to spoil your
fun.
i did it for a purpose you 
know.
there wasnt a way out for you.
you really needed to go.
the "sugar" on the counter. the needles
on the floor
u said to me youd stop it. that YOU 
couldnt take no more.
but i was such a fool then and now you made me realize
i dont need to see you anymore,
through
wet, satanic eyes



Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 1999-09-30 23:31:51
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:24
Poem ID: 53407

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