Being me

by B.Maria - Pisces

Being me is not the best things in the world
being me means a melancholic woman sitting at her desk looking forlon at the computer screen
being me means a remembrance of faded faces and lost affections of yesterdays
being me means a tears unshed in the eyes of a clown
being me means searching you faces in the faceless crowd
being me means going to work to escape the nothingness
being me means working beyond my limits to say good bye to the haunting guilts and the bitterwsweet yearning for a touch of a man..one particular man
being me means putting the blames on me
being me means.................. losing you..

Reason for writing:

    a friend.. and the fact that my life is vacuum    

Birth sign: Pisces
Date created: 1999-10-13 05:03:55
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:25
Poem ID: 53473

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