Victim to the mind

by Kim.F - Leo

Victim to the mind

In my mind i think what to think
I worry about what there is to worry about
In my mind I see the unknown, the unwanted
In my dreams I see,
Things that scare me, make me think, make me stress
I sit and wonder,
Ponder those thoughts and dawn on them
Pieces of my mind tell me to look at the obvious
Pieces of my mind spin around,
Let me look at the real,
Or just my concious mind.
To look at love or just hate
Depression, lies
I'ts all a big riot in my body, mind, and soul
Love to me is a nightmare
Life to me is a mad call,
A call for help.
A victim of sorrows
A victim of anger and rage.
Past memories of things,
Swithching around on me and turning out warped
And now I can't control these thoughts
Deep inside,
There destroying me
As the days go on 
I will concentrate on my thoughts
Without any help,
I will never learn how to help myself
And stay in the place where I'm in,
With regrets, worries, and fears
In my own little black hole.
And just be a victim forever
A victim to the mind.

Reason for writing:

    When My family and I were going through a lot. I realized
that life wasn't as great as it should be and every day people like me have many thoughts that shouldn't be there.
This is to all the people who have trouble's dealing with there problems and seek comfort from the people they love.    

Birth sign: Leo
Date created: 1999-11-04 17:59:32
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:28
Poem ID: 53630

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