The Copper Coin

by Kim. F - Leo

The Copper Coin

I remember everything as if it all happened yesterday
How happy I was after a perfect summer with my mother.
It fullfillled my needs at the time
Leaving her struck me with melencholy.
But there was more depressing moments coming to me,
I, a little girl, had no clue of.

I looked outside the two story hotel
The street lights glazing the damp roads 
My eyes focused on the beautiful view,
My mind deep in thought
It was yet another year before the next visit with my mother

I soon saw myself walking into a huge building
My ears opening up wide:
I listened to the many noises and high pitched voices
I watched in amazment,
as crowds of people surrounded me and my family

We stepped into a glass elevator
The differant shimmering colours glazing my little body
I could feel the butterflies swimming in my stomach,
As the elevator went up
At that time I didn't understand,
If they were there there because of the heights;
Or just the fact of being in a hospital

Water was creaming the silver and copper coins,
In the small pool
My father than looked at me with empty eyes,
He handed me a few copper coins,
"Wish for your grandma" he replied "She's very sick with cancer"
Those nine words ran through my head,
As the the coin hit the water
I wished only for the best

My family and reletives sat desperatly in the waiting room
Solemn expressions on their faces
All we could do was,
sit, wait, dream, wish, and.....hope

A sickly paleness crossed our faces,
as the doctor came into sight
We were lead to a small red wall room.
A thick silence coated the room
Sufforcating us,
making it hard for us to breath
The doctor soon with a trembling face replied,
" Mary's gone, She's dead"

Many of the children shed tears.
I wanted to cry, yet my eyes remained dry.
I wanted to moan, but my face seemed paralyzed
I couldn't explain it,
Did i even care?

Slightly glancing around the room
As a cold sensation envoked my body
My body numbed,
I couldn't do anything except think
Searching for the answers,
I am yet to find.

Kim Farnquist

Reason for writing:

    My grandma passed on when I was nine.I am still confused
why it had to happen, why it was her. I dedicate this to the lady that taught me morals and to let her know she's
always in my heart and forever will be missed.

Love you grandma, now and forever.    

Birth sign: Leo
Date created: 1999-11-04 19:04:38
Last updated: 2021-04-14 17:18:09
Poem ID: 53636

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