Stephie

by Kristina Harris - Aries

Inseperable were we
everything together.
Dancing in the rain,
or a garden hose,
we smiled as the sun
kissed our faces.
We painted pictures
with barbie dolls and crayons.
And played pretend
from "house" to "store"
to "fairy children"
to ourselves.
We waited for Santa
and the Easter Bunny
and found hidden presents
in "secret" places.
We always knew where to find them.
Monopoly was our game.
You always won,
But I smiled anyway.

We grew apart.
You grew beautiful,
and I was envious.
"I hate her," I would say,
behind my thick glasses,
and mousy hair.
But I always loved you.
We yelled harsh words,
over hairspray and teased bangs.
and slamming doors
were abundant.

You ran away.
I cried.
I could not imagine
life without you.
You returned unhappy,
and we were seperate.
No more togetherness,
no more barbie dolls.

You moved out.
I was alone.
I missed my sister,
though I never showed it.
You came to visit,
still beautiful, but different.
Free-spirited and carefree,
The Grateful Dead filled
your little blue car.
I envied you.

You were with child.
I was surprised,
and curious.
I wondered
what kind of mother
you would be.
I touched your stomach.
At night I cried.
My sister was grown up.
Our playtime was over.

You made me an aunt,
and I was glad,
though I seemed distant
and uncaring.
I see the way
you look at him.
I know you love him
more than anything else.
A beautiful baby boy
that you created.
It made me shiver.

Now you make me smile.
Your voice brings back
happy memories
of lightning bugs
and mosquito bites.
You are a mother,
a wonderful mother.
I couldn't ask for more 
in a sister...
(though we've had
a rocky road)
I'll always remember...
(though we walk
different paths)
My beautiful sister
whom I love.

Inseperable were we
Everything together.
May we now stay that way...
forever.

Reason for writing:

    I wrote this poem for my older sister...whom I love very much.    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 1999-11-11 14:21:04
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:29
Poem ID: 53684

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