Fade Away

by Kai - Aquarius

The sky fades out
my eyes no longer work
Anxiety attack - I have to get away
running and running
but no where I go seems to be the place I want to stay
The cold air freezes my fingers
I grab my hair and pull
I need to get away
my toes freeze
and I am stuck here.
I did not go blind,
you ripped out my eyes
Nowhere feels safe because you are always chasing me
Get away from me
because I hate you almost fully.
Break off my fingers so I won't draw blood with my nails.
But don't feel sorry for me
feel sorry for yourself.

Reason for writing:

    This is one way I get out my rage, it's hard to keep good grounds when your head is constantly being messed with, I have to keep reminding myself what is and what isn't.    

Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 1999-11-12 21:55:20
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:29
Poem ID: 53692

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