I threw this choas out of my life, tried to control it but ended in strife. Alcohol again has taken a piece, draining my life seep by seep. Never learning from past mistakes, I again took a drink and doubled the stakes. Causing more damage than the time before, am I doomed to this life forevermore? Again I've thrown it out of my life, hoping not to let it back in. Another mistake may take me away, away from you all, no chance to stay. Hoping to conquer this problem of mine, I'll live for today-no looking behind.
Reason for writing:
Went back to drinking after a year and it was only six months and I had a bad wreck which broke my femur and really messed me up. Not to mention back to jail and more home detention again.
Birth sign: Pisces
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