There she lay, in my arms No life in sight I pray that god will give me some sign I looked at her eyes, sealed with no life Giving no truth to the world behind them Blinding me to what she is feeling It happened so fast Was it the ice or that man? Whom after a glance was missing No longer with this world I brush her hair away, Away from her eyes Trying to see deeper Past the beauty of her presence In to the godsend that is before me To hold her life in my hands The delicate hair she has Fine and soft to touch The red I desire to see, smell, touch So soft I could live but just touching it Live forever in this fantasy A sigh from her, awakens my mind Back to reality, the truth that lays before me Looking at her eyes, shut and with out life Damn it, why could I remember Her eyes, ones I loved to see Why didn't I treasure the time I looked Looked for a reason Ones I could gaze at all day Look in to there depth and understand. Dampness surrounded my eyes The moist ground growing as her life flows away Leaving that amber red mark "God why", I ask myself repeatedly Looking at that blank stare That smile that is no longer there The smile I oh so desired to see To show me hope as it once before That brought that smile to my soul The one that kept me here for so long I hugged her tighter, trying to keep her life Not letting it slip away I desire that smile, come back bring life The pain engulfs my reality I caressed her cheek, those freckles The face I desired to see each day The face I prayed for, from the maker Who made her this girl, one I could not resist The one I treasured for so long I kissed her cheek, for the first time Something I dare not before, I was afraid For there is this girl I love, but never kissed I hazy glaze over my eyes prevented me to see My pain dripped from my face on to hers I would just love to have five more minuets To tell her my soul, tell her all Say sorry those many times And forgive her for all my pain All the pain of loving her, all the pain I would forgive Lifting her head closer to my chest I wanted to scream, fill this silence with some hope All that came out was a cough The amber red, that filled the street, splattering around The weakness in my soul began to emerge Fighting the pain, the pain I never felt I gathered my strength my courage Took off my coat, my warmth, on this cold December night Covered her body, give her all my feelings Placing what's left of my soul in to her Kissed her what was our last kiss Placed my head upon hers Hugged her more than I have ever felt Closed my eyes and prayed "Be where I am going, I love you now and forever I will"
Reason for writing:
This was inspired by a person I care deeply about, she is one I would love to be with. But thats not to be for now.
Birth sign: Aquarius
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