Sister of Mine

by Annika - Scorpio

Why did you leave without saying good-bye?
I'm falling apart again&again
And I have noone to turn to.
You're supposed to be here,
As someone who I could turn to in a time of need & I'd be there for you.
Maybe I was too young to understand
But you don't understand how much I've missed out on having you in my life.
You were supposed to be a role model to me
And you don't know how scared I am to end up like you.
I want to make mom&dad proud.
Maybe you once did too & realized how hard that is.
I think I'm heading in the same direction as you
And because of that I'm only remains of what & who I used to be.
I no longer care.
You were the last person I was expecting to lose.

Reason for writing:

    My sister & parents didn't get along so she moved out when I was really young & hasn't talked to anyone in the family since. Please email comments/suggestions at sweetdaisy2@yahoo.com. thanks!    

Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 1999-12-02 12:22:20
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:33
Poem ID: 53905

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