trapped in this hell. I cannot escape. the world around me, crashing down. friends, or so called. they play me as a fool. but I can see through them. I see them together, laughing, having fun. they see me... I smile in hope. will they invite me over? then they turn away. shot through the heart. self esteem at an all time low. walking alone, I see her. a faint smile to my lips. maybe she'll say hello. but no...doesn't happen. sitting here, I see him. it's faint, but I see him. looking down the barrel, a glimmer of happiness. maybe he'll say hello. and he does. my only friend. death...my only friend.Birth sign: Capricorn
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