is there a life worth living, that I could possess? is there any way to murder, this pain I can't address? death descends again tonight, will it ever grace my presence? hopefully it might. I stare into the clouded sky, my thoughts telling me I should die. the trees have shed their life, how I wish I could do the same. the agony of this life, is driving me insane. its cold out here, with no one around. the words "hey friend" to me will never be a sound. my heart is breaking, and my body is weak. I fear that for me, no one will ever seek. as I sit here alone, I can see the place she's living. I only wish she'd understand, that my love to her would be forever giving. how I wish she was here, keeping me warm. how I wish she would love me, and save me from the storm. I need a friend now, someone to talk to. but there's no one around, and I don't know what to do. should I forget the pain, and force it away? or should I ponder the pain, and face it day to day? it's impossible to forget, for that's been my whole life. but it's even harder to face, knowing nothing but strife. so I guess there's only one way out, and that's to end it all. I hope everyone is happy, who contributed to my fall.Birth sign: Capricorn
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