Loathing Life

by Chris C - Taurus

Dear God, why…
Why won’t I die…
Craved death, I have, for such time…
Crumble my worthlessness into grime…
Stifle myself and cast a concise farewell…
Expel me from this mass mental hell…
You see, every instant inside, I cry…
Wishing, wanting, my expire nigh…
I will embrace death if brought…
For it is what I have sought…
Savage this darkness upon me…
Seize my breath for eternity…
For I cannot – it would be wrong…
Still I beg you for what I long…
Evermore stained under life’s scathe…
I coincide, I shall abide in this wraith…
I ask you to bring my mind to ease…
Please God… please…

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Birth sign: Taurus
Date created: 1999-12-08 21:57:29
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:34
Poem ID: 53963

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