Happy Wishes What is it to be happy? I thought I was happy I am happy I wont go back For I fear I am on my way Sharp objects have become my friends again Is it all starting again? How many friends will be lost this time? What will I do? I can’t go on if I go down this path again I don’t want to be like this I fear this But... What is “this?” Is it anything? My life... What I have made my life to be? I have made me this way I wish I could change Do you know how? I felt too, I was getting better But my friends, The sharp things They seem like such a better friend then everyone else They take away the pain I feel inside They take away the things I hide If I had one wish Would I use it on me? Wishes come to those that can handle life A wish will never shed light over me Though I feel it has Now I sit and think A wish: Maybe I got a wish He’s my stop sign boy October 1999
Reason for writing:
I wrote this poem when I felt that I was starting to go back down hill (i am a suiciadl depressant type person who is seeking counseling), my wish was my boyfriend Blaine, he has changed my life. I love him with all my heart
Birth sign: Virgo
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