Dosage of Despair

by Chris C - Taurus

I am a spawning ground of sorrow
Never wanting to wake for tomorrow
For I will always bear this cerebral chaos
It shall deem me an inferior loss

I refuse to make visit of the lost and found
I would only see my tattered mind strewn upon the ground
If it were pieced - it would not be welcome back nonetheless
For confusion has found it’s home here in distress

I retain enough sanity to function day to day
Ever crawling back home to my emptiness to stay
Shackled in this void that’s hollowing my heart 
Consumed further by the gripping cold that tears it apart

In desperation I return to the approaching nothingness to dwell
Waiting and wondering of escape from the mental hell

Reason for writing:

    ...life...loneliness...many many things...    

Birth sign: Taurus
Date created: 1999-12-13 23:25:15
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:35
Poem ID: 54018

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