Why can’t I live my life like I want to Why does faith have to play between you and me But whom am I kidding I know destiny is laughing I am only fooling myself No one can truly help As the songs says: I know…I’m in love with you I know finally this love I have is true I know you like him more than me This mere thing brings me to insanity Every time you mention his name My feelings for you are still the same I envy him for what he has I try so hard to let it pass Inside it tears me apart All I have is a bleeding heart “Friends” I find it to be stupid It is a word invented by cupid You know it kills me inside All those pain now won’t reside Tears fall from my eyes when I remember I don’t have a chance to hold you forever And it crushes all of my being Can’t you see how hard I’m trying How I wish you are mine to hold But you don’t seem to get what you’re told I tried telling it to you once But you never gave it a chance I can’t blame you…what’s there to like in me Everyday I have to face this in reality I try so hard to hide all this feelings In each new day’s beginnings Now I know why I can’t love anyone else My heart – I love you it tells I always tell myself tomorrow would be better Tomorrow I might not even remember How much pain it is to hide it I have no more cavern to retreat I fear that all those things will happen again I’m willing to go just say when It’s hard for my consciousness to fool itself I’m forced to keep it all to myself Because I know all the pain won’t go All this I don’t try to show I was a fool when I didn’t love you before Now my heart is bleeding it can’t take more “Every time I think of you My heart, soul, mind, me nothing could do I envy my older brother This was the same thing that bothered But at least he got what he wanted All of his wishes were granted I pity myself, It won’t happen I pity myself this shouldn’t have happen But how I know that you are the one I wish I could have a chance before your gone I hope you could read this now And feel the pain I have now I wish everything would be my way I wish I had you to stay But I’m back in reality It won’t happen to me I know I love you So forgive me if I doBirth sign: Aries
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