Am I Alone On This?

by Sarah Yorke - Aquarius

Am I the only one
am I alone on this?
I can't talk
I can't speak to anyone like me?
How much longer am I going to live though this by myself
How much longer will I live though this
I've already come way to close to death
 of who I am
way too close
which left deep scars
 that I hope I will overcome
so no scar will be remembered.
Am I to wait for another stabbing?
Am I to walk into the knife
 as you so pushed me into?
Am I to die this time?
Am I to go down with shame
 and dispair?
God I hope not
I hope not
I am strong
even if I am beaten to my last thread
 I will hang on
even if it takes forever to regain what I lost.
I am beatable
but I am not defeatable.
Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 1999-12-18 02:09:28
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:36
Poem ID: 54087

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