the return of the freedom fighters

by Luan Qorraj - Aries



Strings of light, pearcing through the knowledge of the things we saw 
Showing the cracks on what, we thought, is real
In the times when nothing could touch as deep 
And  nothing wanted so much from us
Our names were still our own
Everything was so simple…
Or is it just the perspective?

Sometimes we melt our souls in tears for the loved ones killed in war
Sometimes we look for a meaning of our true shadows
The same ones that we are trying to escape from
(But that happens only in times when the weight of our being becomes to heavy to endure
Without loosing , our “self”)
And we know we didn’t die for this.

Then we meet our eyes above the glasses
Filled with the unknown substance the famous barkeeper sold us
For half the price.
In the graveyard bar made out of pain
With a door that says” do not enter”
Do not enter if you want to stay sain

And we bow our heads, ashamed,
When the captain sings 
“What a great cause this used to be”
While we remember the words a mother spoke above her child
“It should have been me”
We know how she felt

Now we know what it’s like to understand our  death
Better then we understand our love
Or our life.
 

Looking  around 
 Through  the combined mist born  from  tobacco smoke and our lost mind
Hungry for a little bit of darkness from the mothers womb
Or at least
For the mid-legger of any women
Hurting enough
To ask for the salvation of her desire,
 From the forgotten heroes of confusion 






















Reason for writing:

    It's in the title....
let's put it like this, I'm from kosova    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 1999-12-21 10:25:30
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:36
Poem ID: 54113

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