BLACK DEC. 3

by The Boy - Capricorn

Though I didn't know you,
Your face still floats helplessly in my head,
And how I never held you,
Made it that much harder in the end,
How could you drive yourself away,
How can this be all you needed to say,
And as you drive yourself away,
You left a letter for all your pain,
But its over now,
Yesterday's BLACK December third,
Your mind took a turn for the worse,
Out of drive and into park,
The light in your eyes,
Slowly turning dark,
So scribble some words on a page,
Like it justifies your ending of age,
Your beloved parents you left in the cold,
To grow without you, alone in that cold,
Their selfish little daughter who was so sad in this life,
And so scared at 17 doesn't seem right,
Without her one true love who was already gone,
She chased him for love but did it so wrong,
Now you are gone and the world still spins,
I hope that you find him,
I hope your lights aren't dim,
Your car is still running,
As you pass away,
You will start a new life, but not a new day,
And as you drive your self away,
I guess it's all you could say,
And as you drive your self away,
Just a letter for all your pain,
But it's over now,
You are the one and the lonley.

Reason for writing:

    A true story from my point of view, I really didnt know her
and for some reason it bothered me I needed some kind of closure on the whole thing. And from my close friends who killed themselves, I really do think they are selfish people, the most selfish of all. Suicide is never ever ever,
the answer to anyones problem. And after writing this I feel better already.    

Birth sign: Capricorn
Date created: 1999-12-22 03:20:36
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:37
Poem ID: 54128

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