It's been another sleepless night as I wait for the phone to ring Hoping on the other side would be you. But in the back of my mind, the part I keep ignoring, I know you have no plans to call. I fall asleep in a pool of tears of anger & pain. Why do you cont. to treat me like this? Why do you insist on breaking my heart over & over? Is it because you know I'll always come back? Well for once i'm going to listen to my friends And say good-bye and walk away without looking back I'd rather be alone than w/h you. I just hate myself for putting so much time into believing in you.
Reason for writing:
Written 12/27/99. My boyfriend & I go to school In RI together but right now we're away for break. I'm in NJ & he's in VA. The distance is really hard & I'm getting tired of taking his bullshit so I'm thinking of ending it which my friends have been telling me to do for awhile now.Please send me comments/suggestions at sweetdaisy2@yahoo.com. Thanks!!!
Birth sign: Scorpio
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