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by Megan - Aries

We glided through Saturday
like a knife slicing through
warm butter. I miss you.
Can't tell you, maybe tomorrow
I will. Something has been lost
in my apartment that I have been 
looking for all of four months.
Think it might be you. You would
look so nice next to my favorite
chair in the living room. Would
quit smoking if you came back.
And that says volumes. Couldn't
we just pretend that I was what
you needed? Just for today? Would
that be so terrible? Damn the day
I met you, damn the moment I saw
you, damn the night you shared your
cucumber salad with me, damn your
green eyes, damn the way I feel
tonight. And damn the lies I tell
myself to make everything okay.
But who can blame me? I mean, what
have I got left to lose? Already
lost you. And that is everything...
To me

Reason for writing:

    I still miss this guy that I really shouldn't...    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 2000-01-03 20:54:06
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:39
Poem ID: 54236

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