Despair

by Bonny - Aquarius

Morning comes, and with it brings, 
Sweet peace for a fleeting breath-
But on the exhale, a torturous wave of sorrow
 washes in the tide of our love's death.

I gasp for air to stay afloat;
And as I do, I question, "Why?"
Would it not be sweeter to flail asunder;
To retreat in the depths as black as night?

For this fear that grips my tired body,
Will surely take hold and ask to stay-
And this weak body will have not the strength to fight it;
So it shall strangle me throughout this day.

Oh, fear you will incase me- in whole and completely,
So as to walk in my form's stead;
And I will become so engulfed in entirety,
That I will cross over to the living dead.

"Why then?" I ask, would I fill these lungs,
With one more breath that would in certain prolong,
My knowledge for even one more moment,
That my life with you is forever gone...

Reason for writing:

    An incredibly sad time in my world...one of those encounters with life that justifies the old saying, "That which does not kill us, only makes us stronger."    

Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 2000-01-07 23:07:22
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:40
Poem ID: 54279

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