Condemned

by Daniel Mac Neil - Leo

My whole life has been no more than a frantic strugle,
I try to break free from this curse that has been put on me,
No matter what i do i can not break free.
I swing my arms and kick with rage, but never move.

Is there not a god that loves me?
My savior looks upon me but does nothin,
No matter what i do to help myself, it seems nothing works.
With all my might i try, but still i am condemned.

I am fighting a battle that i can not win,
This has a hold of me to long now,resisting pain is now pain
What is this THING that grips me so?
Why does it not cease when i cry out with plee?

I have no where to go, no where to hide.
I am a prisoner in my own mind.
This thing is slowly killing me,
I am slowly slipping away.

It's darkness is to great,
The light that lit my life is now slowly fadding.
The power of this far exceeds that of anything imaginable,
I fear for what may happen.

I can not escape from my own mind,
I feel like i could jump a hundred feet, but with no legs.
The pain has grown larger and is not going to stop,
It is as though i am destined to be condemned to my mind.

Feel no greif and show me no sorrow,
I am not worthy of a feeling as such.
The life of mine is lost, no one can help me now,
For now, i am condemned.

Reason for writing:

    Not sure    

Birth sign: Leo
Date created: 2000-01-12 19:27:19
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:40
Poem ID: 54316

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