Another day has gone by
Another question leads to why
Another nightmare in my heart
Another dream torn apart
Another reason for me to hide away
For another useless day
All the scars on my wrists
All the pain driven to my fists
All the pills I have taken
All my love I've failed to waken
All this and much more
All the pain washed ashore
Gives me reason to take my life
To bury my hardship fear and strife
This my present and my past
My future rushing in fast
In my head spin the screams
That frighten and push out my dreams
What I dream, what i want to be
What i strive to see
Matters not to anyone it should
I wish some way it could
I wish that waking up was bliss
And so was a lovers kiss
Instaed of waiting to close my eyes
And dream of the moonlit cloady skies
Instead of wondering what love is about
Instaed of feeling purely doubt
Love has never been my Forte
I've never known love in any way
All I've known is my fahters hand
That I obey mothers cammand
That my voice is never heard
I also know that it is ubsurd
But this is how my life has always been
All this that's never seen
And this is how it will always be
All this they'll never see
Mistina Whitlock--September 21/99
Reason for writing:
Too long to explain but if you want to know more feel free to E-mail me
Birth sign: Pisces
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