Crossroads

by Danielito Pajak - Gemini

Kill me kill me now
I am not going to rthyme
'I am not going to make this an ordinary poem.
why?
why?
Because I feel like talkin.
This is a cry for help!
FUCK!!!
I want to help myself.
I cry to myself for help.
I better help myself.
Because no one else can.
And i better make a decision soon.

All i am is a FUCKIN incovience to you.
You heard me cry,  but you have you rown problems.
You have no time to spare.
Trust me.
I understand.
I love and I understand.
That is all that i understand.
Do you understand how i really feel?


My stucture is cracking.
I can feel it.
My support beams are cracking.
And soon i will fall.


That is the other thing i understand.
I will fall.
And i will fall.
I will fall hard.
But it will be silent.
NO one will hear or see it.
I made it my problem.


I better chose.
If i had it my way...
I would make you choose.
Everyone tells me what to do.
Everyone knows me better than i do.
SO YOU FUCKIN TELL ME.
SHOULD I FALL.
I'll ask you again.
SHOULD I FALL?
Do you want me to fall?
Would you like me to fall?

Reason for writing:

    The Pains of Life, Love and Happiness.    

Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 2000-01-27 12:45:46
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:44
Poem ID: 54495

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