As I take away my eyes my eyes from which I see I feel I can see more more clearly. everything comes into focus If I took away my heart as I did my eyes would it ease the pain? there would be no pain. would others hurt? If only I could see who I have hurt if he could see how he hurt me my heart still hurts my minds says no Why does it hurt? do I still love? did I ever love? If I did, why did I do what I did? why am I still doing as I did? I feel I like someone new but I know he is not for me He is loved but not by me I hurt someone else someone I like too Love is pain If there was no love what would there be? I need stability yet I need freedom the two don't unite There is a third but it is hard He is frightened frightened of love, commitment frightened of me? perhaps of him. My first has a new love I know it is not love so does he perhaps it is to make me hurt the way I hurt him It doesn't hurt me it does hurt me not that he's with her just his thoughts maybe I'm wrong I hope I'm wrong I hope he's happy I'm not.
Reason for writing:
confusion
Birth sign: Gemini
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