Weekday Drizzle

by Matt Gillespie - Cancer

						Weekday Drizzle


Slate gray skies drip water-torture raindrops
Fake rain, half rain
Tense
Windless
Speaks quietly-
In carefully modulated tones.

Not the real roaring rain of childhood memory
No release of downpour-deluge
No comfort of rooftop rain-rhythm drum beat
No gutter creek-music
No blustery abandon
No joy
No relief
No catharsis

Afraid to let go.

Reason for writing:

    I'm always aware of how the weather reflects as well as affects my moods.  A drizzly Nor-Cal Monday at work - you just want it to RAIN dammit, enough of this half-hearted spitting. So many situations in the workworld are confining in an arbitrary way- just being in a grown-up job carries with it such a long list of "Don't"s.  Seems like to top of the list is stay cool, keep your feelings in check, don't show passion.  So different from little kids, the way they let all their emotions run free, like a wild stream.    

Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2000-01-31 15:33:44
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:45
Poem ID: 54548

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