to wake up beautiful

by emma stiches - Cancer

To wake up beautiful		2/8/99

I have woken up,
To your love before.
But now, I just have my
Stuffed animals.

With memories of love,
Hate, and anger, I drempt of you.
Holding and saying those ugly words,
“I love you”

I hate you, is what now is beautifully
Projected from your mouth.
Sweet black bloody mouthfuls of,
Repulsion.

I won’t destruct from your repulsion,
But from my own loathing.
I won’t self-destruct,
I was made this way,

To die for you, and your caramel taste.

Reason for writing:

    a jaded relationship.    

Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2000-02-02 22:09:43
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:46
Poem ID: 54600

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