I'm lost like a tiny new hatched turtle trying to make his journey towards the sea. My body aches, head pounds, stomach empty. My mind replaying memories, thoughts, regreats, everything all at once. Like re-runs of 7th heaven. Over and over again; of the same things. Movies, long-walks, sweet evenings, dozen red roses, long bubble baths. Everything just seems to be going through my head all at once. I've never been so certain or so sure about how i felt for someone until now. And have a gut feeling i never will again. It's been so long since i've seen him and i think that's what hurts most. He's somehow taken away all that was ever good in my life including himself. He's taken away dreams, hopes, asperations, everything i've ever thought was real and could never be taken away from me. He's stolen my heart and i can feel the slow,dull pulse of it throughout my entire body. I can feel the tears pour down my cheeks and onto my shirt; the way a river runs swiftly down a waterfall. My body trembles, aches and shakes, and on my back i can sometimes feel the feeling of his hands. All i can hear is the slow water flowing upon the beach while laying and watching the sun set. I can feel the rush running through my body while laying together. I can see the look in his eyes while looking into mine and telling me he "loved" me. I can hear the sound of his voice while he's whisper sweet things into my ear. My life revolved around him. My future involved him. Everything i once felt; now lost. Everything i once believed in; now feels wrong. Everything i thought i'd always cherish; now vanished. Everything i believed to be true; now just sitting on my mantle collecting dust. My body trembles, my mind a jungle of all. I'm lost like a tiny new hatched turtle trying to make his journey towards the sea.
Reason for writing:
I was dating this wonderful guy for almost a year..
And i came home from Christmas Vacation only to find out he
had cheated on me.
I just watched my whole world come down and crumble into
my hands.
Birth sign: Cancer
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