Silyhurt

by J James - Pisces

It's a mighty fine night 
to take a stroll and define
what's a good time to 
break someone's heart
and tear apart the 
ground they walk on
step on their emotions instead
i lie in bed
and dream I'm in dead silence
that drowns out every 
voilent scream in my head
from falling so hard so fast
I've asked myself how fast 
I melt in the presence of affection
but all i heard was me 
drippping on the floor
I've opened doors hoping 
there were arms on the otherside 
instead i hide from 
eyes that turn me away
...happiness dissolved
like acetone and styrofoam
and home isn't home anymore
cuz home is where the heart is
and noone will take me in
you've been in and out of 
my mouth for so long
it's become second tongue
I've been hung up 
on your door long before 
the sun came up to see
pieces of me
drowning in the absence
of your hostile apathy
and your charming chivalry
and yourself that
keeps invitingme
to melt all over again
and dread all the while
empty smiles and bathroom tiles
i cry on thinking of
the emotional miles I've traveled
just to reach your dead end.

Reason for writing:

    love blows sumtimes so yea    

Birth sign: Pisces
Date created: 2000-02-07 02:21:57
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:47
Poem ID: 54674

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