I'm on the brink of emotional extinction from tumultuous contradiction of feeling too much borderline madness dissolved me while my indigo shades of sadness consumed me into a lavender void absent of mercy so I wore your love like heaven and hid amongst the angels who befriended me for the novelty of my tainted wings that harbored foolish things like the inescapable need to believe the lies you feed to hurt when you bleed to be the one you need when there's no one to hold even when my wings acted as decoration for the old there's no denying my adoration simply accepting the complication of the lack of reciprocation so where do I go from here? I'm surrounded by the tears I borrowed from a wishing well all the time wishing you'd tell me you felt too much for me too where your happiness made the lavender absent of blue can I have the happy shade of you? I'd be crazy not to ask…Birth sign: Pisces
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