Guilt Trip

by Emily / Libra - Libra

The feeling of being trapped,
just the door to escape.
Hapiness is fighting you as you fall
Touches of sweetness,bed moves rapidly at your braveness.
Whispers saying your a doll
virginty is lost and I am at fault
taken by surprise but that is not in his eyes.
Bed moves slow now,I'm at a halt
He is controlling and my self-esteem in lowering.
Nakedness is here and he is no where near
Alone now I am dreading this
I know he doesn't care,this just isn't fair
tears run down my face,just a blanket to cover my face.
Only you know this except the time or place.

Reason for writing:

    I was sitting on my bed and picturing this situation to
happen to me and just started writing a poem of how i would
imagine it to be.The poem isn't a true thing for me,it's just a 
thought that i had and i wanted to express my thoughts in
a poem titled "Guilt Trip" I wrote this poem for anyone 
who has been in this situaion of having sex when not wanting it. 
If this poem has some how reached someone then i am deeply
appreciated by it. thank you.If you'd like to e-mail me
or to tell me about my poem.please do  so. i am open to 
what you think about this poem. thanx again! =) 
    

Birth sign: Libra
Date created: 2000-02-15 19:39:33
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:49
Poem ID: 54791

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