She sat there with her lilac smile and with every descending breath I anticipate the next slip from her subtle lips to seep out as quietly as she exists amidst all my rage and page after page of spontaneous dissection of myself documented by age only she instills a calm in me maims the beast that feasts on my insecurity while I wrote her name a hundred times in my notebook today and like everyday and the night before I poured my heart out to every letter just the same about lame attempts at being green and everything else she seemed to adore and more and more I rise to hit the floor beating myself up for what I'm not and what I don't got and how I'd like to be… but unfortunately I'm only 30 flavors of what she's been longing to taste it seems…
Reason for writing:
this grrrl thats got my heart pretty tangled right now...oh boy
i know sumhow posting this one is gonna be trouble lol
Birth sign: Pisces
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