FORBIDDEN LOVE

by C.M.O. - Aquarius


I'm trying to undrstand how this came to be,
My mind and my heart are at war with me.
Don't know how it came that I arrived at this place
But these feelings are real and can't be erased
A draw that pulls like an unseen light
How can this be wrong,when it feels so right
I don't know this feel,I don't know where to go
(can't go to a place I've never been,and don't know)
Caught a glimpse of awareness,where I thought there was none
I want it to consume me,yet I want to run
Decieved into believing that I alway could
Forget you at will,and I often would
When the mind and heart play tug of war
The power is in the mind,but then the heart feels tore
The minds holds firm (leaning on a crutch)
The heart sulks alone, missing your touch
Time,it should teach you,there's been many a season
The mind knows logic,it's the heart that can't reason
Limbo feels more like Hades,when
I think of the closeness we shared now and then
Warm feels cold when we are apart
So I call on my mind to comfort my heart
An illusion learned when very young
Dressing my own wounds when I felt I'd been stung
The mind shouts,mad,just let this feel die
The heart doesn't answer,I think I hear it cry
If often at times the mind seems cold
It's covering for the heart,if the truth were told
The heart feels void when you don't stay
The mind wispers(good,you'll heal faster that way)
I'm always caught in the middle though
The mind saying stop,the heart saying go
I can tell the mind to get off that high
But I can't tell the heart,cause he heart does'nt lie
Could there be a place right in between
Maybe another place I have'nt yet seen
A place where there's peace,no need to run
A place where mind and heart can again be one.
YOU CAN TELL MOTHER NATURE THE GAMES SHE PLAYS ARE CRUEL
WHEN YOUR HEART AND YOUR MIND ARE BOTH MADE THE FOOL!
Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 2000-02-29 15:01:05
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:51
Poem ID: 54872

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