I see more in you than I see in anyone else, And I read your eyes like the stars in the sky Twinkling and shining their light down upon this lonely little world. * Is it ok with you if I leave for just a little while? I'm tired, and I really don't think that I can take this world for much longer. It laughs at me so. * and just when I think that there's no hope left for me in this tragic little life, fate throws me for a loop and I wonder if I ever really knew what was going on in the first place or if any of us do... * Do you think of me as special? Do you see me as worth seeing? Would you know me in a crowd if I did not first seek you out? * And all these pointless words I write are just an excuse to get a little bit more of me out of myself. * So why don't you leave me here to my words and my tears to my pain and my fears so I can become one with them again. * And I'm sorry if I misled you to believe that everything with me was ok again... Shame on me for making promises that I knew I probably could not keep. * I wish you'd try a little harder to conceal that look of complete disappointment in me on your face It breaks my heart so much I'm sorry to disappoint you so but if you can't accept me all of me than I can't play games with you anymore I'm just not strong enough... * And when I told (showed) her, my better half looked so calmly into my eyes, and didn't overreact and I haven't decided yet whether I was relieved or disappointed because I don' tknow if now I think it's ok or I shouldn't ever again. * And in the end I hope it comes quickly. I've waited so long already. -Jada Marie Andrews 1-10-00
Reason for writing:
all the little clips of poetry that come into my head that I
don't know what better to do with than to combine them into a
sort of a poem.
Birth sign: Capricorn
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