Its not easy to be understood they say fix it, well i wish i could I turn to hate myself I'd rather be a play doll put on the shelf I have a problem I wish could be gone and as much as I try its never enough all along how can you fix yourself when you know you can't? how can you think positive when you try but nothing good comes out? I think doctor knows best because when i hurt myself to fix it it's not easy like taking a rest. I feel like a failure the way people talk to me they get mad and thats all I see. It's not easy to talk to others and it's even harder to talk to mothers At times like this I wish to die but instead I have to suffer by being left on earth to cry!!!
Reason for writing:
i have been going through some difficult problems lately and all i want at the time is to die.
Birth sign: Pisces
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