i watch the tears roll down your eyes i wonder... is there really any reason to cry.. is there really any hurt or pain.... my decision was to die... die in the safest way..... as i lie next to you... watching the tears roll down from your eyes... holding you so tight... telling you everything will be alright... silently telling you i will try and not die... but the pain rose up in me... when i realized you were not next to me... i cryed so hard... i couldnt breathe.... HELP ME!!! why did you have to LEAVE????
Reason for writing:
this poem is bout my boyfriend...he spent the night one time and i was talking bout killing myself so he was telling me not to do it that he loves me too much and he started to cry cause i didnt want to listen to him...so this all started over the issue of him leaving back to where he lived he visits me every other weekend...so i felt so hurt and depressed at the thought of him leaving so i wanted to die....so the next day he had to leave wit his mom and i cryed and cryed....so much that i couldnt breathe...i feel so sad bout him comng then leaving me like that but i will never dump him cause i love him more than anything ..and i am gunna try and make it though this tough time for him...we are gunna get married this summer i am 15 he is 16...i want to spend the rest o my life wit him ......so this poem is bout the hurt it causes me when he has to leave but i know in my heart i will see him again soon....i just dont want to believe it.......bye
Birth sign: Cancer
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