I cant do this anymore

by Kelly Hamrick - Gemini

I can't live as though I dont matter
and your work and your friends do
I can't live like everything will be ok
because its not ok the way I feel
I can't tell you how I feel
because i don't want to loose you
I can't pretend that the future will be better
because if we go on like this, we wont have a future
I can't live this far away from your heart
yet everyone else seems so near
I can't live the way things are going
I can't do this anymore

Reason for writing:

    this was written when my ex boyfriend and i were going through a hard time in our relationship and i felt like he wasn't trying at all, and i couldn't do it alone.    

Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 2000-03-14 20:31:42
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:54
Poem ID: 55062

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