Deception

by jessica - Cancer

"Deception" 
     Want.    Love.
        Need.    Ache.
          Pain.     Sex.
  and I suffer no shame...
Pleasure, innocence, white,
 Sweet me?
  "Yes Sister, No Sister."
Orgasm daily.

Appearances: fake  true.
   "I Love You!" "forever?!"
 I need you, you want my body-
and its smooth beauty-
it's evil-NOT love- a sin
go confess...."Yes, Father."

Does he need me-you 
scrutinize my habits
he knows me well
I am better with 
  him-> I make
myself Beautiful
for HIM, not you.
HE loves when I deceive
to appear to be pure

WHO ARE YOU?
 You don't know me...
   I deceive you to think you know my soul!
       HA!
  You are too small to fit my Body to
       give me pleasure
only with your hands,
   tongue can you please me,
"My pleasure is your pleasure,"
  you give your all.

HE needs me to be there
   who will he be
   without my beauty->
   I formed who he is; framed his success
My smile, my face, mi kindness
   to his family
He loves me because
   I complete him
 But who will complete
     ME?  I deceive you

because I want....
    I want the pleasure...
       but with HIM, I enjoy 
           the pain...
("For when a thing is fated; it must be.")
    HIS physical beauty.
       hurt, raw pain-throbs
    HIS semen on my skin-is a potion- 
       I am him?
Maybe I am simply a maniac-
   a nympho?
And the best is yet to come
      OR
do I sell my body, sell myself short,
   to your souls?
 

Only your strength, manliness
   is large enough for me.
To control me-I become
   Your slave-your cage.
I want this
   yet I deny my 
attraction of being possessed
   by your command
   because of what they say.
They are Jealous of our
   Physical Beauty
         we create
   together.  No one
       Body is as great
as we make ourselfews 
       when we love 
one another in hate...
  and heat.

WHY do I run back....
   or after you when
   you stabbed my heart
   and made me bleed
with violent "love."

Appreciate my body.
Respect my soul...
   Who will?  Who does truly,
   Who is not selfish enough 
   to sometimes, or always
     Deceive?
Birth sign: Cancer
Date created: 2000-03-20 01:08:27
Last updated: 2021-04-14 17:18:10
Poem ID: 55164

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