Insides are ugly

by Reggie - Leo

Smoking dreams deep dark stains
swirling down into the drain
when awakeness comes I start to dread
the return of the voices that fill my head

A black pot wherein sits a plastic key
The joys of love come to me
on the wings of a dove I am carried away
to a place with no name and no way with words to explain

I take the key from the pot and put it in the plastic lock
I turn the key to open the door expecting something I have not seen before.
I throw the door wide and take a stride and fall for what seems forever.
I smack the ground without a sound and stand right up and look around.
the scene is quite strange.Nothing comes to mind I am under the water and I'm just fine.
I step from the water out on the grass.Feeling something that will not last.
A joy.A simple thing.I'm alive and thats what matters here.
Then I see them and joy turns to fear.Their horrible eyes,their horrible hair.

Just when I thought my plight turned to glory.I find I am beginning another story.
There bodies are black just like oil.They smell of the meat of a deer that has spoiled.
Their hair is in dread locks and I can not bear,The sound of their breathing from up in the air.
they stare as their eyes fall from their heads and they come down.I thought I would be dead.

When they landed they made not a motion there wasn't a sound except that of the ocean.
I approached,overcoming my fear,I reached out my hand as down my cheek ran a tear.
Upon the touch my hand passed through as the things body parted like a lipid pool.
My hand was cold and my bones they did ache as I reached further in I thought they would break.
Something tugged on the other end,before I could react I was within.

In the dark I saw a light which came straight to me from out of site.
As the dot came closer I realized quickly I came to it not it to me.
It grew bigger the closer I would get.I thought I would lose this bet with death.
I hit the ground with a thud.Down my lip ran a trace of blood.
I stood and took a look around.I heard a sound.People were screaming the sound was sad.
I sat on the ground with my head in hand.

I walked through a field filled with dead flowers into a grove of butterflies.
I chased the swarm into the wood.On the other side my jaw dropped wide.I came to a cave lit up inside
I entered the cave and was inside my room only the objects were giant and the air was warm.
I turned around and to my surprise I stared into my own closed eyes.
There I was still sleeping,but in this state I was here some how awake.
Is this my soul?I reentered the hole which was my mouth and with a jolt I awoke.
I thought to myself,my inside is ugly,but some of it is pretty.
I guess we're all a little ugly inside,but if we were pretty it'd get pretty boring inside...

Reason for writing:

    Hi :)    

Birth sign: Leo
Date created: 2000-03-21 00:48:37
Last updated: 2021-04-14 17:18:10
Poem ID: 55175

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