Headlights

by Katherine - Aquarius

Riding in the back seat of my parents pontiac boniville,
I look at the street lights that wizz by my window.
Squinting at the headlights from the opposite lane,
I read the neon signs of the stores below
Red and blue and yellow.
Listening to some music on my portable cd player,
enjoying the alien feeling that overcame me when
 I was smiling at the people in the parking lot earlier on
  in the day.
When they were going on with their lives,
I watched them and wondered what each one had been through.
If they were happy
pushing their cart full of popcorn and top ramen,
I watch them pass wondering if they've been through 
 immense pain.

I smile.
and smile.
Riding along the freeway,
now very annoyed at the oncoming headlights
because I want to rest my eyes,
but the lights flash by like a strobe light that
 needs new batteries
and has lost its rythym.
Thinking of how lights can cause seizures,
I turn the other way
and smile.
Looking over my parents' heads
to catch a glympse of green grass that looks too green
 for this time of night.
Headlights.
Too bright.
But I smile
and feel soothed by the softly humming engine
as I ride in the backseat
on the way home.
And I close my eyes.
I smile.

Reason for writing:

    not sure, one of those "weird" moods or feelings, I call them "alien feelings". just happened to have one while i was watching people.    

Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 2000-03-21 01:10:13
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:56
Poem ID: 55177

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