THE LOOK OF AN EYE, THE TOUCH OF A HAND THE FEELING THAT ANYONE WHO'S BEEN LOVED UNDERSTANDS KNOWING YOU WONT HAVE TO BE ALONE TONIGHT AND THAT JUST BEING HELD MAKES LIFE FEEL SO RIGHT IT FEELS JUST LIKE THEY SING IN THE SONGS JUST WANTING TO BE WANTED ISN'T DOING ANYTHING WRONG HE TAKES YOUR HAND AND WALKS YOU OUT THE DOOR IN FRONT OF EVERYONE ---YOU NEED NOTHING MORE YOUR FEELING SO GOOD BECAUSE NOW PEOPLE KNOW SOMEONE THINKS YOUR SPECIAL----HE JUST SHOWED THEM SO QUICKLY HE TAKES YOU OUT BEHIND THE BAR HE NEEDS YOU SO BADLY IN THE BACK OF HIS CAR SOON ITS ALL OVER AND YOU CANT WAIT TO GO BACK IN SO EVERYONE CAN WATCH HIM HOLD YOU AGAIN BUT WAIT, WHERES HE GOING ? HE JUST WALKED AWAY OH GOD , DON'T LET THIS HAPPEN TO ME AGAIN TODAY MY HEART FEELS LIKE ITS BREAKING BUT I CANT LET THEM SEE THEY ALWAYS SEEM TO BE LAUGHING AT ME WHY CANT SOMEONE LIKE ME FOR WHO I AM INSIDE I THINK EVERYTIME I'VE BEEN HELD A PART OF ME DIED BUT I'LL WALK OUT THIS DOOR WITH MY HEAD HELD HIGH I'LL BE DAMNED IF THEY'LL EVER KNOW THAT I CRY AND TOMORROW I'LL HOLD MY BREATH AND WALK THRU THIS DOOR AS I TRY TO FIND SOMEONE TO HOLD ME ONCE MORE ITS MANY MONTHS LATER BUT EVERYDAY THE SAME BUT NOW IN MY HEART I CARRY HEARTACHE AND SHAME I THOUGHT THEY ALL LOVED ME BUT THEY JUST WANTED LAID AND NOW I'M ALONE , SICK AND AFRAID I REMEMBER THE YOUNG GIRL THAT WAS DESPERATE FOR A TOUCH AND THE HOPE IN HER HEART FOR LOVE NEEDED SO MUCH ITS TOO LATE FOR ME, I CANT BELIEVE ANYMORE LIFE IS TOO LONELY FOR THE TOWNS WHORE I THINK I'LL CLOSE MY EYES AND GIVE GOD A TRY IF I WANT TO FIND LOVE, I THINK I MUST DIE.
Reason for writing:
I was watching an ad on drug abuse
Birth sign: Gemini
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