I'm sorry I know it scared you I was confused And didn't know what to do I turned to pills And ignored your worries I wanted to be in a new world TO hide from all my fears Don't remind me I know what i did was wrong It was a cheap get away That never lasted long I know it caused you pain It did me as well I thought it would rid of confusion But instead it put me through hell I'm sorry I know it was a mistake I was sad and looking for happiness And i chose the wrong road to take You have my word From this day on I won't take pills For reason this dumb
Reason for writing:
i turned to taking alot of pills when me and my boyfriend broke up... because i was completely upset... i had been cheated on, and i lost something to him that i can never say i'll be able to lose ever again... it was hard, i was going through alot in my life (not just me and my boyfriend breaking up... but more) and it all came back at me...
Birth sign: Taurus
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