Lost in this world just like most everybody else sorry I can't see any of them in my fight I'll just have to win by myself. Vote for me I tell no lies no promises because I don't know how my mind will change in the next few days. I like my milk cold, not freezing just like my gaze add a twist of some mysterious ideas chaotic thoughts dilluted speaches and here I am full of things to say and rarely ever opening this mouth I leave so much to my pen. Sometimes I get these aweful cramps in my hand I wish they'd go away but I wonder if it's a sign. All my emotions hold me back but they are not meant to be kept in a little box under my bed not meant to be ignored not meant to be destroyed. Look at what I've become because of them something so sensitive and creative and so vulnerable and afraid in one. I am holding Pandora's box let it out It's not meant to be kept inside. Sometimes I blame myself actually most of the time but anyway I feel like I'm getting myself in too deep where the air is to high for me to reach but it's always been right there for me I was just holding my breath. Clenching my jaw too tight when I sleep yeah I guess I'm frustrated confused maybe I should speak my mind- but then I reason with myself saying it's not worth it or that it would expose me even though I already feel naked before the world to pick me apart. Maybe I should just stop thinking but then again I've tried that already. Hello insanity. Hello sane.Birth sign: Aquarius
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