how much pain can you give?
it makes me sorry to live
i know you dont mean to hurt me
but being with you is what makes me happy
once is enough
twice is too many
next time i'll know
the feelings you hold for me are worth LESS than a penny.
i wish i never met you
now i'm all fucked up
i'm not blaming you
it's me who should of realized it wasn't real and to shut up
now i love you's mean nothing
and love means just the same
love is supposed to be happy,not depressing
but it's me who i blame
thank you for hurting me
thank you for saying what you didn't mean
THANK YOU, because hopefully now
i won't be too blind to see.
fuck you
i love you!
Reason for writing:
me and my ex just broke up today. i love him so much and the whole break up thing he thought was really for the best. we were together for 4 months then we broke up then we got back together for a week and now we broke up again. love sucks, and that is a terrible thing to feel when everyone should feel love. i have felt it once too many and i hate it. poetry is my way out even though i am not good.
Birth sign: Pisces
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